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November 23, 2017: Onision Rejects Beck After Repeated Misconduct; Beck Apologizes and Refuses to Stop Trying
On November 23, 2017, Beck sent Onision a Thanksgiving message attempting to preserve their acquaintanceship.
The complete image consists of three connected sections from the same conversation. Beck’s opening message is timestamped 12:57, and Onision’s response is timestamped 15:15.
Beck Praises Onision and Asks to Remain in His Life
Beck began:
- “Hi Gregory,
- “Thank you for letting me know that I’ve been stressing Lainey out.”
Beck said that upsetting Lucas had not been her intention and claimed that she wanted to change her behavior:
- “Now I can change my actions and try to mend the situation.”
She then praised Onision directly:
- “thank you for being the consistently honest, funny, and straightforward person you are.”
Beck concluded her opening message by expressing strong personal attachment:
- “I value your friendship greatly, and hope that we can remain in touch for many Thanksgivings to come.”
This was not a message from someone attempting to escape Onision. Beck was asking to remain in his life and praising his character.
Onision Says He Is “Fed Up” With Beck
At 15:15, Onision rejected Beck’s attempt to repair the friendship:
- “Eh... I’m just generally tired of having to deal with crap you keep pulling Beck.”
He then identified a series of specific problems:
- “First, your leaking texts.”
- “Then, you’re withholding information you know is important to share about you illegally using drugs.”
- “Then you’re all over lolcow with more drama.”
- “Then you’re shading me on Discord.”
- “Then you’re causing Lainey grief on their patreon.”
Onision ended the response:
- “Long story short Beck... I’m fed up.”
The message is direct. Onision was not trying to draw Beck closer, pressure her into continued contact, or manipulate her into remaining loyal. He was confronting her conduct and attempting to remove her from his life.
Beck Apologizes and Admits Her Conduct Was Wrong
Beck responded:
- “I understand. I’ve apologized before and I’ll say it again: I’m sorry.”
She did not deny the events Onision identified. Instead, she attempted to explain her intentions:
- “none of the things I’ve done were ever with the intention of hurting you or Lainey.”
Beck also acknowledged that her intentions did not excuse the consequences:
- “I know that in the end results matter more than intention”
She later admitted:
- “It’s easy to focus on the bad things I’ve done.”
Beck therefore characterized her own conduct as containing multiple “bad things,” rather than accusing Onision of fabricating the underlying problems.
Beck Admits Defending and Pursuing Onision
Beck emphasized the extent of her personal investment in Onision:
- “I’ve defended you behind your back”
- “I’ve lost friends”
- “I’ve written songs”
- “I’ve spent hours working on gifts”
She also said that she had stopped smoking after beginning to communicate with him.
Beck explained:
- “Because I value your friendship.”
These statements document a fan and collaborator who had invested substantial emotional energy into obtaining and maintaining Onision’s approval.
Beck Admits She Does Not Stand by Everything She Did
Beck acknowledged acting impulsively:
- “sometimes I speak without thinking. I’m sorry.”
She then made a broader admission:
- “I don’t stand by everything I’ve done.”
This is important credibility evidence. Beck admitted that some of her own conduct and statements were indefensible before she later appeared in hostile media coverage concerning Onision.
Beck Refuses to Stop Pursuing the Friendship
Beck closed with:
- “I understand if you don’t accept these excuses as valid.”
She then told Onision:
- “until you’re completely done with me, I’m not gonna stop trying.”
Onision had already told Beck that he was tired of her behavior and “fed up.” Beck nevertheless promised to continue trying to preserve access to him.
The direction of pursuit is unmistakable:
- Onision confronted Beck’s behavior.
- Onision rejected her Thanksgiving overture.
- Onision said that he was fed up.
- Beck apologized.
- Beck emphasized everything she had done for him.
- Beck admitted that she did not stand by all of her conduct.
- Beck said that she would continue trying until Onision completely rejected her.
Later Chris Hansen Appearance
Beck later participated in an interview with Chris Hansen that was hostile toward Onision.
That later presentation omitted the central context documented here: Beck had entered Onision’s life as a fan and collaborator, deeply valued his acquaintanceship, defended him to other people, made songs and gifts for him, and continued pursuing the relationship after he told her that he was fed up.
This was not an incidental omission. It materially changed how viewers would evaluate Beck’s motives and credibility.
Without the November 23, 2017 exchange, Beck could be presented as a detached former collaborator who independently decided to speak against Onision.
The messages establish a different history: Onision rejected Beck after repeated conflict, while Beck apologized, sought forgiveness, stressed her devotion, and refused to stop trying to regain the friendship.
What the Evidence Establishes
The November 23, 2017 exchange establishes that:
- Beck praised Onision as consistently honest, funny, and straightforward.
- Beck wanted their friendship to continue for many years.
- Beck acknowledged that her conduct was causing Lucas stress.
- Onision accused Beck of leaking private texts.
- Onision accused Beck of withholding important information.
- Onision accused Beck of creating drama on Lolcow.
- Onision accused Beck of attacking him on Discord.
- Onision accused Beck of causing Lucas grief through Patreon.
- Onision told Beck that he was fed up.
- Beck apologized instead of denying the identified conduct.
- Beck referred to the “bad things” she had done.
- Beck admitted that she did not stand by everything she had done.
- Beck said that she had defended Onision and lost friends over him.
- Beck said that she had written songs and spent hours making gifts.
- Beck stated that she would not stop trying until Onision was completely done with her.
- Onision was the party rejecting further involvement.
- Beck was the party pursuing continued access.
The exchange directly undermines any later portrayal that reverses these roles.
Onision was not chasing Beck. He was confronting her conduct and attempting to end the relationship. Beck was apologizing, emphasizing her loyalty, and promising to continue trying despite his rejection.
Her later decision to publicly attack Onision through Chris Hansen cannot be evaluated honestly while concealing this documented personal conflict.
Source
- Private text exchange between Beck and Onision.
- Beck’s opening message: November 23, 2017 at 12:57.
- Onision’s response: November 23, 2017 at 15:15.
- Beck’s reply appears immediately afterward in the same continuous exchange.
- Complete composite screenshot preserved by Onision.
Related: The Beck Record · Chris Hansen Record · Sarah Credibility Record · Damage to Onision and Lucas