Shiloh/Credibility
June 22, 2011: Shiloh Calls Herself a “Ticking Time Bomb” and Says She Hurts Everyone Around Her
On June 22, 2011, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “Ticking Time Bomb.”
She wrote:
- “Like sometimes I’m a ticking time bomb.”
- “Waiting for someone to throw something at me that rattles me.”
- “Then I just blow up and everyone around me gets hurt.”
Shiloh expressly recognized that her reactions harmed people around her.
Shiloh Says She Needs Counseling
Shiloh continued:
- “I need counselling... too many problems, too many things to deal with, not enough mind power to handle it all.”
She then questioned her own mental and emotional condition:
- “Am I nuts? Have I lost it finally?”
She also reported headaches, stomach pain, and heart problems while describing herself as waiting for another emotional eruption.
Continued Voluntary Contact With Onision
In the same post, Shiloh described ordinary plans involving Onision:
- “I’ll be recording a main channel video today with Greg”
She also wrote that she might go for coffee with Onision’s mother.
The post therefore records two facts simultaneously: Shiloh considered herself emotionally volatile and harmful to others, while continuing to collaborate with Onision and voluntarily spend time with his family.
What the Evidence Establishes
Shiloh’s contemporaneous account records that:
- she called herself a “ticking time bomb”
- she expected relatively small triggers to cause an emotional explosion
- she acknowledged that people around her were hurt when she reacted
- she believed she needed counseling
- she described herself as overwhelmed by numerous problems
- she questioned whether she had “lost it”
- she reported significant physical symptoms alongside the emotional distress
- she continued voluntarily recording videos with Onision
- she maintained friendly contact with Onision’s mother
This post is important to credibility, causation, and damages. Years before the later documentary and media campaign, Shiloh herself documented severe emotional instability, difficulty controlling her reactions, and a pattern of hurting people around her.
Her own writing identifies these traits directly and presents them as an ongoing personal condition involving numerous problems. The record substantially predates the later attempt to assign responsibility for Shiloh’s behavior and psychological condition almost entirely to Onision.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “Ticking Time Bomb.”
- Dated June 22, 2011.
- Draculoh blog
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
July 1, 2011: Shiloh Admits Shaving Her Own Head While Onision Helps Her Obtain Wigs
On July 1, 2011, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “Being Bald!!”
She wrote:
- “I have found that shaving off the rest of my hair has made me deeply depressed”
Shiloh described regretting the appearance and feeling that her femininity had been diminished. She then accepted responsibility for the decision:
- “I made a stupid decision”
That language is direct and unambiguous. Shiloh identified herself as the person who decided to shave the remainder of her hair.
Onision’s Documented Response
Rather than describing Onision as forcing or celebrating the haircut, Shiloh documented him helping her cope with the result:
- “Greg is taking me out to get a few wig’s today hopefully that will help me until I feel semi stable again.”
Her contemporaneous account therefore assigns the roles clearly:
- Shiloh chose to shave her head.
- Shiloh regretted her decision.
- Shiloh experienced depression over the result.
- Onision attempted to help by taking her to obtain wigs.
- She expected his support to help her regain stability.
The Later Contradiction
Any later claim or implication that Onision forced Shiloh to shave her head is contradicted by Shiloh’s own writing from the time.
She did not say that Onision instructed her to do it, pressured her, restrained her, or removed her hair himself. She called it her own “stupid decision” and described Onision as the person helping repair the emotional consequences afterward.
This is another example of the later public narrative reversing the contemporaneous record. Conduct Shiloh originally claimed as her own choice was later associated with Onision, while his documented supportive response was omitted.
What the Evidence Establishes
The July 1, 2011 post records that:
- Shiloh personally chose to shave the remainder of her hair.
- She regretted the decision afterward.
- She blamed the resulting distress on her own choice.
- Onision responded by taking her to purchase wigs.
- Shiloh viewed Onision’s help as a way to regain emotional stability.
- Later portrayals assigning responsibility for the haircut to Onision conflict with her original account.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “Being Bald!!”
- Published July 1, 2011 at 1:15 p.m.
- Draculoh blog
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
July 17, 2011: Shiloh Admits Threatening to Ruin Onision and Keeping Skype Witnesses
On July 17, 2011, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “The Truth.”
She claimed that people from a “bad crowd” she had associated with when she was younger were pursuing Onision after their breakup:
- “The people who went after Greg were a bad crowd I got involved in when I was younger”
Shiloh said Onision fled the place where he had been staying and that she repeatedly attempted to reach him:
- “I called and called and called”
- “I called him every few hours to make sure he was safe and okay.”
Under Shiloh’s own account, people connected to her life introduced a serious threat into Onision’s life, causing him to flee and involve law enforcement.
The Pregnancy Claim
Shiloh declared:
- “I am pregnant with his child, I never lied about that.”
Onision’s preserved chronology identifies this pregnancy claim as false and places Shiloh’s later pregnancy months afterward.
The statement is therefore significant because Shiloh did not present the pregnancy as uncertainty or suspicion. She asserted it as an established fact while attempting to regain Onision’s attention after the breakup.
Continued Pursuit After Onision Fled
Shiloh acknowledged that Onision had stopped answering and turned off his telephone:
- “He has turned his phone off and does not have the guts to explain to me what is going on.”
She nevertheless continued calling him repeatedly and professed:
- “I do love you Greg”
Her conduct records continued pursuit after Onision fled, stopped responding, and involved police.
Shiloh Admits Threatening to Ruin Onision
Shiloh directly confirmed the threat:
- “As for me saying ‘I am going to ruin you’”
She attempted to characterize the statement as a promise to disclose “the truth,” but the admission preserves the exact retaliatory language she used after Onision ended the relationship.
Shiloh then claimed:
- “I do not want to effect his career in a negative way.”
That assertion directly conflicts with her declaration that she would ruin him and with her later participation in interviews, public accusation campaigns, fundraising activity, and Onision: In Real Life.
Shiloh Deliberately Positioned Witnesses
Shiloh revealed that she maintained an audience through Skype during the confrontation:
- “I have witnesses I kept on skype while he called the cops, and a little bit before that”
The listeners were not independent observers who happened to encounter the dispute. Shiloh deliberately kept them connected and subsequently presented them as witnesses supporting her account.
Onision has stated that his mother and aunt were also listening through speakerphone because he wanted witnesses and protection while ending the relationship and contacting police.
What the Evidence Establishes
Shiloh’s own July 17, 2011 post records that:
- she admitted threatening to ruin Onision
- she repeatedly called him after he fled (following police advice to escape Shiloh's dangerous threats) and stopped answering
- she professed continued love after the breakup
- she claimed people from her former social circle were pursuing him (a motorcycle gang according to her)
- she asserted a pregnancy contradicted by Onision’s preserved chronology
- she claimed she did not want to damage Onision’s career despite threatening to ruin him
The post strongly supports Onision’s account of a breakup followed by escalating pressure, repeated contact, a disputed pregnancy story, prepared witnesses, police involvement, and an express threat against his future.
Years later, Shiloh participated in the career-destroying media campaign she claimed in this post that she did not intend to pursue.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “The Truth.”
- Published July 17, 2011 at 2:04 a.m.
- Original Draculoh post
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
February 10, 2012: Damon Confirms Shiloh Cheated and Apologizes to Onision
On February 10, 2012, Onision contacted Damon, Shiloh’s former music producer, after receiving evidence that Shiloh had cheated on him.
Onision explained that Shiloh had previously told him Damon accused her of cheating during a writing camp:
- “Shiloh told me a while back you said she cheated on me when she went with you guys to the writing camp — I automatically wrote it off as if it were nothing...”
Onision stated that he had since received evidence confirming the infidelity:
- “I was finally given irrefutable evidence that she cheated on me recently”
He apologized to Damon for initially refusing to believe the warning:
- “You, my mom, my sisters & so many others were 100% right”
- “I just want to say sorry for not believing you, repeatedly questioning your honesty.”
Damon replied:
- “dude, i am glad you finally see the truth”
He then wrote:
- “i am sorry that she cheated on you”
Damon also apologized for jokes he had made at Onision’s expense, stated that he still thought about Onision, and wished him happiness.
What the Evidence Establishes
The exchange provides contemporaneous third-party corroboration of Onision’s account concerning Shiloh’s dishonesty and infidelity.
It records that:
- Damon had warned Onision that Shiloh cheated during a writing camp (a different incident).
- Onision initially dismissed the accusation and continued believing Shiloh.
- Onision’s mother, sisters, and other people had also warned him.
- Later evidence caused Onision to recognize that those warnings were accurate.
- Damon confirmed the underlying issue by saying Onision finally saw “the truth.”
- Damon expressly apologized that Shiloh had cheated.
- Damon apologized for his own past treatment of Onision and wished him well.
The chronology shows that Onision was not looking for reasons to attack Shiloh. He initially defended her, rejected warnings from multiple people, and questioned the honesty of those attempting to tell him what had occurred.
Only after receiving confirming evidence did he accept that Shiloh had deceived him.
This exchange strengthens Onision’s longstanding explanation for ending the relationship and removing Shiloh from his life. It also predates the later interviews, fundraising activity, and media portrayals in which Shiloh framed Onision as the dishonest or abusive party.
Source
Email exchange between Onision and Damon dated February 10, 2012.
The sender’s email address has been redacted in the published screenshot.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
February 16, 2012: Shiloh Admits Lying, Cheating, and Hurting Onision
On February 16, 2012, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “I’m sorry.”
The exact publication timestamp—February 16, 2012 at 10:38 a.m. Pacific time—is visible at the bottom of the preserved browser screenshot.
Shiloh began by admitting that she had planned to write angrily about Onision but instead decided to disclose what she called “the truth.”
Shiloh Admits Emotional Cheating
Shiloh expressly admitted:
- “Yes, I did emotionally ‘cheat’ on Greg”
She stated that Randall had drawn her in emotionally while she was still planning to return home to Onision.
She also acknowledged that her conduct was wrong:
- “What I have done is not right and I am not proud of it.”
This admission confirms that Onision’s betrayal allegations were not merely his interpretation of the breakup. Shiloh herself identified her conduct as emotional cheating.
Shiloh Admits Lying and Hurting Onision
Addressing Onision directly, Shiloh wrote:
- “I wish I had acted differently, and I wish I never lied about anything”
She continued:
- “I am truly sorry I hurt you.”
- “I will never forgive myself, but I hope you somehow forgive me one day.”
The allocation of responsibility is explicit. Shiloh recognized that she lied, betrayed Onision, and caused him substantial emotional pain.
She further stated:
- “It is not my fault, and it is not yours.”
Even while attempting to divide responsibility for the relationship’s collapse, she repeatedly returned to admissions concerning her own lying, emotional infidelity, and harm to Onision.
Still Pursuing Onision While Living With Randall
Shiloh stated that she was happy with Randall and that he treated her well. She also wrote:
- “As soon as Greg left me this last time I ran to Randall, and he took me in.”
Yet while living with Randall, Shiloh confessed that she remained deeply attached to Onision:
- “I still look at your pictures and cry”
- “I still think about you”
- “I still miss you”
- “I still call your phone just to hear your voice”
- “I still love you.”
This is a striking contradiction. Shiloh was presenting herself as happy with Randall—the person involved in her admitted emotional betrayal—while privately and publicly continuing to pursue Onision emotionally after he ended the relationship.
Jealousy and Aggression Toward Onision’s Future Partner
Shiloh admitted that she reacted with jealousy and anger when she learned Onision had moved on:
- “I may be a hypocrite and get jealous and angry when I found you have moved on”
She then wrote about any future woman in Onision’s life:
- “If she ever hurts you, I’ll kick her ass lol.”
Although phrased with “lol,” the statement reflects possessiveness and hostility toward a future romantic partner after Onision had already ended the relationship.
The message shows that Shiloh continued treating Onision as someone over whom she retained an emotional claim even while involved with another man.
“I Frankly Deserve It”
Shiloh closed by anticipating consequences for what she had done:
- “I expect the worst to come from it, and frankly I deserve it.”
This is another admission against her own interest. Shiloh believed her conduct was serious enough that negative consequences were deserved.
What the Evidence Establishes
Shiloh’s February 16, 2012 post records that:
- she emotionally cheated on Onision
- she admitted that her conduct was wrong
- she acknowledged lying
- she apologized for hurting Onision
- she asked Onision to forgive her
- she immediately went to Randall after Onision ended the relationship
- she remained emotionally fixated on Onision while living with Randall
- she cried over his photographs
- she repeatedly called merely to hear his voice
- she became jealous and angry when he moved on
- she expressed aggression toward a future romantic partner
- she believed she deserved serious consequences for what she had done
The later media portrayal reversed this documented chronology.
Before the grifter interviews, fundraising, and fraudulent Onision: In Real Life documentary, Shiloh’s own written account placed Onision in the position of the betrayed partner and herself in the position of the person who lied, emotionally cheated, caused harm, refused to let go, and sought forgiveness.
That original account came from Shiloh herself, written while the breakup was still unfolding and long before attacking Onision became publicly and financially advantageous.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “I’m sorry.”
- Published February 16, 2012 at 10:38 a.m. Pacific time.
- Source URL visible in the preserved screenshot: `draculoh.blogspot.com/2012/02/im-sorry.html`
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
February 16, 2012: Shiloh Accepts Onision’s Accusations of Lying and Cheating, Then Breaks Her No-Contact Promise
On February 16, 2012, Shiloh published a Draculoh post titled “His forgiveness.”
The post appeared at 12:57 p.m., approximately two hours after her earlier confession acknowledging emotional cheating, lying, and harm to Onision.
Shiloh introduced Onision’s response by writing:
- “I’m sorry my once love. I’m sorry. It hurts, but I understand your hatred.”
She added:
- “I appreciate your honesty towards all this.”
- “I do love you”
Onision’s Contemporaneous Account
Shiloh reproduced Onision’s response in full. He wrote that he had loved her deeply and believed they would marry, but that she destroyed the relationship:
- “You destroyed the best & most beautiful thing I ever had with lies & cheating.”
He further stated:
- “You betrayed me, you betrayed love”
- “Don’t ever say you love me, you are cheating scum”
- “We could of had everything if you just told the truth”
Onision repeatedly directed Shiloh to cease contact:
- “Do not write back, do not speak of me, I want nothing to do with you.”
The message records his position while the breakup was occurring: Shiloh had lied, cheated, betrayed the relationship, and continued attempting to reach him after he wanted contact permanently ended.
Shiloh Does Not Deny the Central Accusations
Shiloh published Onision’s accusations herself and did not answer them by claiming that the cheating or lying never occurred.
Instead, she:
- said she understood his hatred
- apologized
- said she appreciated his honesty
- continued declaring that she loved him
- accepted that their relationship had ended
- promised to stop contacting him
Her response began:
- “I promise I will never speak to you again from this day forward.”
That promise is highly significant because the surviving record shows that it lasted only three days.
The Promise Was Broken Within Three Days
On February 19, 2012, Shiloh emailed Onision again:
- “Can we talk. Please.”
After he refused, she continued contacting him on February 20 and requested a private conversation. Onision repeatedly told her to stop contacting him.
The chronological sequence is therefore clear:
- Shiloh admitted cheating and lying.
- Onision ended the relationship and demanded no further contact.
- Shiloh publicly said she understood his anger and appreciated his honesty.
- Shiloh promised never to contact him again.
- Three days later, Shiloh resumed contacting him.
- Onision again rejected the contact.
This repeated pattern materially strengthens Onision’s account that he was attempting to remove Shiloh from his life while she continued pursuing access after promises to stop.
Contradictory Emotional Messaging
Shiloh’s reply also moves rapidly between incompatible positions.
She calls Onision:
- “a dark and sick cancer”
Yet in the same response she says:
- “Please only ever remember the good moments”
- “you are beautiful”
- “I love you”
The combination reflects the unstable and contradictory manner in which Shiloh responded to rejection: condemning Onision while simultaneously idealizing him, requesting emotional remembrance, professing love, and refusing to disengage permanently.
What the Evidence Establishes
The February 16 post documents that:
- Onision contemporaneously accused Shiloh of lying and cheating.
- Shiloh voluntarily published those accusations.
- She did not deny the central claims.
- She said she understood his anger.
- She explicitly praised his honesty.
- She continued professing love after being rejected.
- Onision clearly demanded that she cease contact.
- Shiloh promised never to contact him again.
- She broke that promise within three days.
- Onision remained the party attempting to enforce separation.
This directly conflicts with later portrayals of Onision as the person pursuing, controlling, or refusing to release Shiloh.
The contemporaneous record shows the reverse: Onision demanded separation, while Shiloh repeatedly confessed love, sought forgiveness, promised to leave him alone, and then resumed contact almost immediately.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “His forgiveness.”
- Published February 16, 2012 at 12:57 p.m.
- Related post: “I’m sorry,” published earlier the same day.
- Related emails: February 19–20, 2012.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
July 7, 2012: Shiloh Contacts Onision After the Breakup and Wishes Him Happiness
On July 7, 2012, Shiloh sent Onision an unsolicited email after their relationship had ended in February 2012 in part as the result of Shiloh cheating on Onision and becoming pregnant with another man's baby.
She wrote:
- “I’m really proud of your video quality, I just wanted you to know that.”
- “I hope you are living a happy healthy life, and continue to make funny videos.”
The email was warm, supportive, and directed toward Onision’s future happiness and continued success, this is not compatible with Shiloh's later changed story.
Post-Breakup Context
Onision has consistently stated that he ended the relationship after discovering serious deception, infidelity, financial misconduct, and that Shiloh had become pregnant by another man.
He has also stated that he stopped communicating with her and repeatedly attempted to remove her from his life.
The July 2012 email fits that chronology. Shiloh was the person initiating contact, praising Onision’s work, and wishing him well after he had already moved on.
The inbox visible beneath the message also contains multiple additional Shiloh-related email threads, further documenting continued communication.
What the Evidence Establishes
Years after the relationship, Shiloh publicly portrayed Onision as a dangerous and abusive figure while participating in hostile interviews, fundraising activity, and Onision: In Real Life.
Her contemporaneous conduct was materially different.
After the relationship had ended, Shiloh:
- continued contacting Onision
- expressed pride in his creative work
- wished him a happy and healthy life
- encouraged him to continue producing videos
- used friendly and affectionate language rather than fear, hostility, or avoidance
This message supports Onision’s account that he was attempting to end the relationship and move forward while Shiloh continued seeking contact and involvement in his life despite her later changed position that he was somehow someone she would never want to contact in such a way.
It also creates a major chronological problem for Shiloh’s later public narrative. Her later characterization of Onision changed dramatically, but this post-breakup message records how she actually addressed him when no documentary, donation campaign, or anti-Onision media opportunity was involved.
Source
Email from Shiloh dated July 7, 2012, preserved through a screenshot of the receiving email account.
The image also shows several additional Shiloh-related email threads in the surrounding inbox.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
February 16, 2012: Shiloh Admits Hurting Onision, Begs Forgiveness, and Declares Continuing Love
On February 16, 2012, Shiloh emailed Onision after he had ended their relationship.
She opened by acknowledging that she had harmed him:
- “I never meant to hurt you.”
Shiloh attempted to distinguish physical infidelity from what she admitted was an emotional betrayal:
- “I promise you I was always faithful physically.”
- “Emotionally I made a mistake”
Even in the version most favorable to Shiloh, the email concedes that she violated the relationship emotionally and understood that her conduct had injured Onision.
Shiloh Pursues Onision After the Breakup
Shiloh told Onision that she continued thinking about him:
- “I think about you all the time still regardless of anything that has ever happened between us.”
She wished him success, then declared:
- “I will always love you.”
She concluded by asking for forgiveness:
- “Please one day find the kindness in your heart to forgive me.”
- “Don’t forget us.”
The email also included an audio attachment titled `Fire Escape.mp3`, further documenting an attempt to reach Onision emotionally after he had withdrawn from the relationship.
The Evidentiary Significance
This email is an admission against Shiloh’s interest. She places herself in the position of the person who:
- hurt Onision
- committed an emotional betrayal
- needed his forgiveness
- remained emotionally attached after the breakup
- continued contacting him after he attempted to move on
- wanted their relationship to remain emotionally significant to him
That chronology sharply conflicts with later portrayals that reduced the relationship to Onision pursuing, controlling, or refusing to release Shiloh.
In the contemporaneous record, Onision had ended the relationship. Shiloh was attempting to reopen communication, preserve their emotional connection, and persuade him to forgive conduct she acknowledged was wrong.
The wording is especially important because it predates the later interviews, fundraising campaigns, hostile media appearances, and Onision: In Real Life. Before those incentives and alliances existed, Shiloh’s own written position was that she had hurt Onision and wanted his forgiveness.
Related Chronology
Four days later, Shiloh continued requesting a private conversation and told Onision that she wanted him to know “the truth.” Onision repeatedly refused contact and identified her cheating as the reason he wanted the relationship permanently ended.
Viewed together, the February 2012 emails establish a consistent sequence:
- Onision discovered betrayal and ended the relationship.
- Shiloh admitted wrongdoing.
- Shiloh continued pursuing communication.
- Shiloh begged for forgiveness and declared continuing love.
- Onision repeatedly rejected renewed contact.
Source
Email from Shiloh to Onision dated February 16, 2012 at 10:08 a.m.
The published screenshot redacts portions of the email addresses and shows an attached file titled `Fire Escape.mp3`.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
March 14, 2017: Shiloh’s Former Friend Warns Lucas About Lying, Manipulation, and Continued Attachment to Onision
On March 14, 2017, a longtime former friend of Shiloh emailed a warning to Lucas.
The email header identifies the sender as Samantha Schultz. The attached letter is signed “Veronika” and addressed to Lucas under a former online name.
The sender began by apologizing for hostile statements she had previously made:
- “First and foremost, I want to extend an apology to you for all of the terrible things I’ve said in the past.”
This is significant because the writer was not approaching Lucas as an established ally of Onision. She was withdrawing prior hostility after her own relationship with Shiloh changed and after observing Shiloh’s conduct firsthand.
“Shiloh Is an Untruthful Person”
The sender described herself as Shiloh’s longtime friend and issued an explicit warning:
- “It has been proven time and time again that Shiloh is an untruthful person.”
She continued:
- “She will say and do anything she has to to get her way, regardless of who she hurts doing it.”
This description closely matches Onision’s longstanding account of why he repeatedly ended contact with Shiloh: dishonesty, manipulation, betrayal, and escalating conduct whenever she was rejected or denied what she wanted.
The warning is especially probative because it came from someone close to Shiloh, years after the relationship with Onision ended, and years before the later documentary campaign.
Dishonesty Within Shiloh’s Other Relationships
The sender supplied a specific example from her own friendship with Shiloh.
She and Shiloh had reportedly obtained matching tattoos to symbolize their love for one another. Shiloh later covered her matching tattoo without informing her.
The sender contrasted that conduct with Shiloh’s continued retention of a tattoo bearing Onision’s name:
- “If she wanted the ‘Gregory’ tattoo gone, it would have, and should have been gone a long time ago.”
The sender noted that Shiloh’s father was a tattoo artist and that money or access was not an obstacle.
This was not speculation based on internet commentary. It was a former close friend comparing Shiloh’s treatment of their own shared symbol with Shiloh’s decision to retain a permanent reference to Onision.
Continued Love and Attachment to Onision
The letter states:
- “Shiloh never, ever stopped loving Greg.”
That statement corroborates the surviving emails and blog posts in which Shiloh continued pursuing Onision, declared that she would always love him, begged for forgiveness, praised his work, and sought renewed communication after he ended the relationship.
The sender also attributed part of Shiloh’s continuing attachment to the life Onision had provided:
- “Shiloh loves the cushy lifestyle he provided.”
She contrasted that lifestyle with Shiloh’s circumstances in a later relationship and warned that Shiloh could attempt to regain access to Onision and Lucas.
Warning to Protect the Marriage
The sender expressly warned Lucas:
- “If Shiloh attempts to contact you in any way to be friends... Do. Not. Trust. Her.”
She described Shiloh as manipulative and stated that Shiloh’s conduct had already harmed both Onision and the sender:
- “This woman has broken Greg’s heart, has broken mine”
The letter was framed as a preventative warning intended to protect Onision and Lucas’s marriage from the same pattern the sender said she had personally experienced.
What the Evidence Establishes
The March 2017 letter documents that:
- a longtime friend of Shiloh withdrew her prior hostility toward Lucas and apologized
- the sender independently described Shiloh as repeatedly dishonest
- she stated that Shiloh manipulated people to obtain what she wanted
- she said Shiloh harmed people close to her
- she supplied a firsthand example of deception from their own friendship
- she stated that Shiloh never stopped loving Onision
- she identified attachment to the lifestyle Onision provided as a motive
- she warned that Shiloh could attempt to interfere with Onision and Lucas’s marriage
- these warnings existed years before the later interviews and documentary campaign
This letter is powerful corroboration because it did not originate with Onision. It came from someone who had been close to Shiloh, had previously spoken against Lucas, and later concluded from personal experience that Shiloh was untruthful and manipulative.
It also connects directly with the contemporaneous record already preserved on this site: Shiloh’s repeated pursuit after rejection, admissions of wrongdoing, continued declarations of love, false or disputed claims, financial debt, and explicit threat to ruin Onision.
The pattern did not begin with the documentary, and it was not invented by Onision after the fact. By 2017, another person from Shiloh’s own inner circle was already warning Lucas about it in writing.
Source
Email dated March 14, 2017 at 3:01 p.m.
Subject: “Dear Lainey.”
The email header identifies the sender as Samantha Schultz. The letter is signed “Veronika.” Both identifiers are preserved as they appear in the source.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
2018~: Shiloh Threatens to Murder Romantic Rival
In an Instagram message attributed to Shiloh’s account, `shegoesbydoll`, the sender threatens another woman:
- “Best believe im going to put a Bowie knife in your fuckin chest for being a home wrecking little whore”
According to the preserved context, Shiloh sent the message to a romantic interest concerning another woman. The screenshot includes an accompanying image that has been redacted in the publication copy.
A Specific Threat of Lethal Violence
This was not merely an expression of anger or jealousy. The message identifies:
- a specific weapon—a Bowie knife
- a specific intended act—stabbing
- a specific bodily target—the woman’s chest
- a specific motive—perceived romantic interference
- a direct declaration of intent
The language documents violent, possessive, and threatening behavior toward a woman viewed as romantic competition.
Conduct Independent of Onision
The message was sent long after Shiloh’s relationship with Onision had ended. It therefore documents the same forms of extreme jealousy, hostility, and interpersonal escalation in a later relationship in which Onision had no involvement.
This is important when evaluating Shiloh’s later narrative. She publicly portrayed Onision as the central source of instability and harmful relationship conflict, yet this later record shows Shiloh independently threatening lethal violence against another woman over a romantic interest.
The threat supports a broader pattern in which Shiloh responded to perceived betrayal, rejection, or competition with extreme accusations and emotional escalation.
Credibility and Media Context
Shiloh later appeared in hostile interviews and in Onision: In Real Life, where she was presented as a credible source concerning alleged dangerous conduct by Onision.
Her own later conduct is directly relevant to that presentation.
A person who threatens to stab a romantic rival in the chest cannot fairly be portrayed only as a passive participant in volatile relationships. The message establishes that Shiloh herself was capable of initiating explicit, potentially lethal threats when emotionally invested in another person.
This record also weakens any claim that her aggressive or unstable relationship behavior originated exclusively from her former relationship with Onision. The same conduct appeared years later in circumstances unrelated to him.
What the Evidence Establishes
- Shiloh’s account issued an explicit stabbing threat.
- The threat targeted another woman over a romantic dispute.
- The message identified a weapon and the intended point of injury.
- The conduct occurred after Shiloh’s relationship with Onision.
- The threat documents an independent pattern of violent jealousy and interpersonal escalation.
- That pattern is directly relevant to Shiloh’s credibility and later portrayal of Onision as the sole dangerous person in her relationships.
Source
Undated Instagram message request from the account `shegoesbydoll`, attributed to Shiloh.
The accompanying image has been redacted in the preserved publication copy.
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
August 2020: Shiloh Accuses Her Anti-Onision Allies of Lies and Is Accused of Lying in Return
In August 2020, the group of accusers and supporters publicly campaigning against Onision began accusing one another of dishonesty and misconduct.
Shiloh wrote:
- “Very hurt to see now that those I called sisters are stabbing me in the back with lies and rumors.”
She added that she had placed herself “in the line of fire” to protect them, had respected their wishes, and was withdrawing from the group.
The statement is significant because Shiloh herself characterized people previously presented as fellow victims and allies as spreading “lies and rumors.”
Shiloh Is Accused of Lying
A separate participant wrote:
- “I deleted because Shiloh lied and said she didn’t do it but we just got confirmation that she did so this tweet still stands”
The same period also produced public criticism directed at both Shiloh and Regina. A post shown as retweeted by Billie stated:
- “What Shiloh and Regina did is disgusting. Period.”
Sarah also publicly named Shiloh during the dispute, reflecting the collapse of the public alliance among people who had previously appeared together against Onision.
What the Record Establishes
These posts document that the anti-Onision campaign was not composed of witnesses consistently confirming one another’s accounts.
Instead, its own participants publicly alleged that:
- former allies were spreading lies and rumors
- Shiloh denied conduct that others said had been confirmed
- Shiloh and Regina had engaged in behavior their own allies considered “disgusting”
- the supposed unified group had fractured into competing and hostile factions
This directly supports Onision’s longstanding account that several people removed from his life were dishonest and later turned against one another.
The importance is not merely that the group had a personal disagreement. These people had been promoted publicly as mutually credible accusers while participating in interviews, sharing fundraising and donation links, supporting the campaign that removed Onision from platforms, and contributing to the media environment surrounding Onision: In Real Life.
Once the alliance collapsed, the same participants began using the language Onision had used for years: lying, rumors, denial, betrayal, and concealed conduct.
Their later accusations against one another materially weaken the appearance that the campaign consisted of independent witnesses consistently corroborating the same reliable narrative. The record instead shows a coalition whose members publicly disputed each other’s honesty after benefiting from collective attention and opposition to Onision.
Media and Financial Context
The internal dispute occurred while anti-Onision content was generating substantial attention through social media, donation campaigns, Chris Hansen interviews, and documentary production.
That context created incentives for participants to maintain a unified public narrative. Their subsequent public breakdown is therefore especially probative: once their interests diverged, accusations of dishonesty emerged from inside the same group that had previously been portrayed as mutually supportive and credible.
Shiloh’s own statement is particularly consequential. She was not merely being accused of lying by Onision. She was accusing her fellow anti-Onision participants of spreading lies and rumors while simultaneously being accused of dishonesty by people within that same network.
Source
Composite of social-media posts circulated around August 7, 2020.
The image includes:
- a statement attributed to Shiloh
- a post accusing Shiloh of lying
- a post from Sarah naming Shiloh during the dispute
- a screenshot showing Billie retweeting criticism of Shiloh and Regina
The surrounding headings and concluding commentary are editorial annotations included in the composite image.
Related: Shiloh: Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas · Sarah’s Public Accusations