Shiloh/Seizures
June 23, 2011: Shiloh Defends Onision Over Seizures, Reports Three Years of Memory Loss, Admits She Physically Threatened Onision, and Defends His Conduct
On June 23, 2011, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “Memory Loss.”
She wrote:
- “Last night I lost 3 years of my memory.”
Shiloh said she awoke unable to recognize Onision or understand where she was:
- “I woke up to a strange man who I now know as Greg thinking I was being hurt, or violated.”
- “I did not know where I was, or who he was.”
She identified her last remembered period as 2008, when she was 15 years old.
Shiloh Admits Threatening Onision With a Heavy Object
During the episode, Shiloh believed she needed to defend herself:
- “I had tried to defend myself against him by picking up a heavy object and threatening to hit him with it.”
This is Shiloh’s own admission that she introduced the immediate threat of violence into the encounter.
Her account does not describe Onision retaliating, restraining her violently, or exploiting her confusion. Instead, she says he attempted to orient her through evidence.
Onision De-escalates the Incident
Shiloh wrote that Onision showed her:
- her passport
- the current date
- a Skype conversation with Damon, whom she had known for years
- the tattoo on her neck
- evidence of their established relationship
She described these materials as proof of her age, identity, history, and relationship with Onision.
The chronology records a measured response: Onision confronted a confused person threatening him with a heavy object and responded by establishing facts rather than escalating the confrontation.
Shiloh Calls Onision “a Very Good Man”
Later that night, Shiloh said her feelings and recognition began returning:
- “I felt close to him, like I had feelings for him, I feel love for him”
She then wrote:
- “I have realised he is going to help me, and he love’s me...he’s a very good man.”
Shiloh also directly defended him from public criticism:
- “Please do not be aggressive towards him, he did the right thing”
This is an unequivocal contemporaneous endorsement of Onision’s behavior during one of Shiloh’s most serious reported episodes.
Shiloh Refuses Medical Treatment
Shiloh concluded:
- “I don’t want a doctor, I just want to be around him, and slowly remember my life.”
That statement is critical to later accusations concerning medical care.
Shiloh publicly asserted that:
- she did not want a doctor
- the refusal was her decision
- she wanted to remain with Onision
- she believed Onision had acted correctly
- she expected Onision to help her recover
Later portrayals that blame Onision for not forcing medical intervention omit Shiloh’s express refusal and her public defense of his decision to respect it.
What the Evidence Establishes
Shiloh’s own post records that:
- she claimed to have lost three years of memory
- she was unable to recognize Onision or their relationship
- she threatened to strike him with a heavy object
- Onision responded by showing her documentary and personal evidence
- Shiloh said he was there to help rather than harm her
- she called him “a very good man”
- she stated that he did the right thing
- she told critics not to attack him
- she expressly refused medical treatment
- she chose to remain with Onision while attempting to recover her memory
The post materially strengthens Onision’s account of these episodes. It documents Shiloh’s severe preexisting memory disturbance, her capacity for aggression during an episode, and Onision’s effort to calm and orient her.
It also creates a serious credibility problem for Shiloh’s later media narrative. Her contemporaneous statement identifies Onision as the person who de-escalated the threat, established reality through evidence, respected her stated medical wishes, and remained available to care for her.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “Memory Loss.”
- Published June 23, 2011 at 7:35 p.m.
- Draculoh blog
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas
June 25, 2011: Shiloh Addresses Her "Seizures", That She Refuses Medical Care and Defends Onision Actions Revolving Around Her "Seizures"
On June 25, 2011, Shiloh published a Draculoh blog post titled “I don’t want a doctor.”
The post responded directly to people criticizing Onision for not forcing Shiloh to receive medical treatment:
- “A very large amount of people are saying that he should have taken me to a doctor, whether I want to go to one or not.”
Shiloh rejected that position and defended her personal decision:
- “Am I not a human anymore because I have lost parts of my memory? Do I not have rights to make my own decisions?”
Shiloh Says the Condition Predated the Controversy
Shiloh stated that she had experienced the problem before and believed it was caused by stress:
- “I know I do not have a tumour because I have had this problem before, it’s my body’s way of surviving the stress of life.”
She also expressed broad distrust of medical professionals:
- “Doctor’s have misdiagnosed me my whole life just to make money, I don’t trust the health field in Canada, I sure don’t trust it in America.”
Shiloh said she would allow her body to heal without medical intervention and accepted the possible consequences of that decision.
Memory Loss Affecting the Relationship Period
Shiloh wrote:
- “If I am meant to remember the last 3 year’s of my life I will.”
This statement is significant because it records substantial memory loss involving approximately three years of her life, encompassing much of the period later discussed in her interviews and allegations about Onision.
Her later recollections should therefore be evaluated alongside her contemporaneous admission that she had lost portions of her memory from the relevant period.
Shiloh Praises Onision’s Care
Far from accusing Onision of neglecting her, Shiloh described him as loving and dependable:
- “I’m so happy I am with Greg”
She explained that she trusted him to care for her if her memory deteriorated further:
- “He love’s me and has proved to me he is willing to take care of me, as I will him.”
Shiloh also attacked a YouTube critic who blamed Onision and stated that she was glad to be with someone unlike that critic.
She concluded:
- “Please everyone calm down, keep your negativity to yourself, I have made my decision and I stand by it.”
What the Evidence Establishes
The post records that:
- Shiloh expressly refused medical evaluation.
- She defended her right to make that decision.
- She said the memory problem had occurred before.
- She attributed the condition to stress rather than Onision.
- She distrusted doctors in both Canada and the United States.
- She acknowledged losing memories covering approximately three years.
- She defended Onision against people blaming him for not forcing treatment.
- She described Onision as loving and willing to care for her.
- She told the public that the decision was hers and that she stood by it.
Onision has explained that he recorded Shiloh’s episodes because he initially did not understand what was occurring and wanted her to be able to review them. He later became suspicious when episodes appeared around arguments or attempts to end the relationship.
Whatever conclusion is reached about the individual episodes, Shiloh’s own public explanation is unambiguous: she did not want Onision to force medical intervention and considered his conduct consistent with her wishes.
Later portrayals that simply accuse Onision of withholding medical care omit Shiloh’s contemporaneous refusal, her distrust of treatment, and her explicit defense of him.
Source
- Shiloh’s Draculoh blog.
- Post titled “I don’t want a doctor.”
- Dated June 25, 2011.
- Draculoh blog
Related: The Shiloh Record · Claimed Harm and Damages · Damage to Onision and Lucas