Sarah/Damages

May 16, 2018: Sarah Calls Lucas “the Best Friend I’ve Ever Had” and Says She Loves and Appreciates Him

Sarah spontaneously called Lucas “the best friend I’ve ever had” and told him how much she loved and appreciated him. She continued expressing the same affection years later while describing herself as healed, moved on, and without animosity.

On May 16, 2018, Sarah privately and without prompting told Lucas:

“you’re the best friend I’ve ever had”

Lucas appeared surprised and asked:

“You ok?”

Sarah answered:

“Yeah”

Lucas thanked her and replied that she was also the best friend he had ever had.

Sarah then explained why she had initiated the exchange:

“I know haha I just wanted you to know how much I love and appreciate you”

Sarah’s Own Description of the Relationship

Sarah’s statement was spontaneous, affectionate, and private.

She described Lucas as:

• the best friend she had ever had
• someone she loved
• someone she appreciated
• an important and positive person in her life

Lucas did not request praise, pressure Sarah to reassure him, or tell her what to say.

Sarah initiated the exchange because she personally wanted Lucas to understand how highly she regarded him.

Evidence Concerning Sarah’s Claimed Harm

Contemporaneous notes record Sarah explaining that she felt rejected by Lucas and wanted someone to love her, while also asking Lucas to check on Onision after learning that her conduct had hurt him.

This message comes from the period Sarah later portrayed as emotionally abusive, psychologically damaging, coercive, and exploitative.

Her contemporaneous description was the opposite.

Sarah did not describe Lucas as:

• frightening
• controlling
• abusive
• manipulative
• predatory
• a source of trauma
• someone she wanted to escape or avoid

She called him:

“the best friend I’ve ever had”

and emphasized:

“how much I love and appreciate you”

The message records Sarah’s own emotional assessment of Lucas during the relevant period. She described affection, trust, gratitude, and emotional closeness rather than harm.

Sarah Repeated the Same Position Years Later

This was not an isolated message that Sarah immediately disavowed.

Years later, Sarah continued making statements inconsistent with severe or lasting injury caused by Lucas or Onision.

Contemporaneous records from later telephone calls document Sarah stating that:

• she had “healed”
• she had “moved on”
• she forgave Onision for being rude to her while she was a minor
• she had no animosity toward Onision or Lucas
• she wanted to move on with her life
• she wanted privacy
• she did not want to file the lawsuit
• she did not want to testify
• Lucas was “still the best friend she’s ever had”
• she wanted Lucas to check on Onision because she understood that he had been emotionally hurt

These later statements reinforce the meaning of the May 2018 message.

Sarah continued describing Lucas as her closest friend and described herself as recovered, no longer holding animosity, and wanting to leave the controversy behind.

Continued Voluntary Contact

Sarah’s conduct also matched her positive statements.

The later record documents Sarah voluntarily:

• speaking with Onision for more than half an hour in December 2021
• telling him that she had healed and moved on
• forgiving him for the limited issue of being rude to her while she was a minor
• reconnecting with Lucas in February 2023
• participating in repeated and lengthy telephone calls
• discussing music, relationships, friends, and ordinary life
• arranging additional calls
• sharing highly personal information
• continuing to call Lucas the best friend she had ever had

This was sustained, voluntary contact years after the relationship ended.

Sarah did not behave as though she needed permanent separation from Lucas or Onision for her safety or recovery. She repeatedly chose to resume personal communication with them.

The Claimed-Damages Conflict

Sarah’s later complaint seeks damages based on allegations of severe and continuing emotional, psychological, and reputational injury.

Her own statements create a direct conflict with that presentation.

Sarah repeatedly described:

• love and appreciation for Lucas
• Lucas as the best friend she had ever had
• herself as healed
• herself as having moved on
• no remaining animosity toward the household
• a desire for privacy rather than litigation
• reluctance to testify
• continued concern for Onision’s emotional condition
• continued friendly communication with Lucas

The claimed-damages narrative therefore must be compared with Sarah’s own repeated descriptions of recovery, affection, voluntary contact, and absence of continuing hostility.

The available record does not show Sarah consistently describing herself as emotionally destroyed by Lucas or Onision.

It shows Sarah repeatedly describing Lucas as deeply valued and later describing herself as healed, moved on, and without animosity.

A Broader Pattern Relevant to Damages

This page will collect additional evidence concerning Sarah’s claimed harm, including:

• Sarah’s statements that she had healed and moved on
• Sarah’s statement that she had no animosity toward Onision or Lucas
• Sarah’s repeated voluntary contact with the household
• Sarah’s statement that she did not want the lawsuit
• Sarah’s statement that she did not want to testify
• Sarah’s desire to move on and have privacy
• her continued social, romantic, employment, and financial activity
• her friendly discussions of music and everyday life
• her continuing description of Lucas as her closest friend
• evidence that any public controversy was amplified through Sarah’s own interviews, social-media activity, and documentary participation

The evidence should be evaluated cumulatively. Sarah’s private messages, later telephone statements, and voluntary conduct consistently conflict with the portrayal of ongoing, incapacitating damage caused by Onision or Lucas.

Source

May 16, 2018 private text-message exchange between Sarah and Lucas.

Sarah’s messages appear in gray. Lucas’s messages appear in blue.

The conversation was displayed through iMessage and captured using a MacBook.

Related evidence:

• Sarah says she has healed and moved on
• Sarah says she has no animosity and wants to move on
• Sarah again calls Lucas the best friend she has ever had
• Sarah calls Lucas one of the sweetest people she knows

June 6, 2018: Sarah's "Trauma" Attributed to One Of The Many People She Has Accused, Supposedly Violating Her Many Months Prior

Sarah privately stated that another person failed to listen when she said “no” and discussed wanting answers and closure from him.

On June 6, 2018, Sarah privately discussed a distressing encounter involving another person.

After receiving an unexpected message from him, Sarah wrote:

“i hate men. I literally had those images in my head all day and when I’m finally relaxing HE TEXTS ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO WEEKS”

She expressed a desire to confront him:

“I WANT THE LAST WORD THOUGH. I WANT HIM TO FEEL BAD. WHAT DO I SAY”

Sarah then directly identified the conduct she believed was wrong:

“IF HE HAD JUST LISTENED TO ME WHEN I SAID NO AND DIDNT GHOST ME”

Sarah Clearly Understood and Expressed Nonconsent

Sarah’s statement was explicit:

“I said no”

She did not describe herself as unable to understand whether a boundary had been violated. She identified:

• that she had refused
• that the other person allegedly ignored her refusal
• that she blamed him for what occurred
• that the experience continued to upset her
• that she wanted him to acknowledge the harm
• that she wanted answers and closure

This private exchange shows that Sarah could clearly distinguish conduct she considered consensual from conduct she considered nonconsensual.

The Allegation Concerned Someone Outside the Onision Household

In this exchange, Sarah attributed the alleged ignored refusal to another person—not to Onision or Lucas.

Lucas appears only as the person Sarah trusted with the disclosure. He advised her:

“Block him bitch”

Sarah continued discussing whether she wanted closure from the other person:

“And the worst part is that I wanna see him again. Not to have sex obviously but I just want closure. Like ask him why”

The communication depicts Lucas as Sarah’s confidant while she described an alleged violation by someone else.

Relevance to Sarah’s Later Account

The exchange is relevant because it demonstrates that Sarah was capable of:

• recognizing an alleged consent violation
• stating that she had said no
• identifying the person she blamed
• describing the emotional effect
• seeking advice and support
• differentiating an unwanted encounter from consensual conduct

This should be compared with Sarah’s contemporaneous descriptions of her later adult interactions with Onision and Lucas, which she repeatedly described differently.

In her police statements and earlier interviews, Sarah described herself as a willing participant in the adult sexual relationship and stated that she had not told Onision or Lucas no.

The distinction in Sarah’s own language is important:

• In this exchange, she said another person ignored her “no”
• In her original descriptions of Onision and Lucas, she did not make the same claim
• She instead described the adult interactions as willing or consensual
• The severe allegations against Onision and Lucas appeared later

This exhibit therefore contributes to the consent chronology by showing how Sarah spoke when she believed someone had actually disregarded a refusal.

Connection to Related Evidence

Separate messages may establish additional facts concerning this person, including Sarah’s description of the relationship and whether she regarded that encounter as her first sexual experience.

Those facts should be presented in their own supported entry or incorporated here only when the corresponding source is displayed.

This image directly establishes only that Sarah accused another person of failing to listen when she said no.

Source

June 6, 2018 private text-message exchange between Sarah and Lucas.

Sarah’s messages appear in gray. Lucas’s messages appear in blue.

The conversation was displayed through iMessage and captured using a MacBook.

Related evidence:

• Sarah: Assault Allegations
• Sarah: Police Reports

January 4, 2019: Sarah Attributes Harm to Ayalla and Billie While Describing Lucas as Her Best Friend

Sarah accused Ayalla Karina of trying to sleep with her when she was 16 and Billie Dawn Webb of giving her tips on starving herself, while telling Lucas that he had only let her live with the household and been her best friend.

On January 4, 2019, Sarah privately discussed accusations being circulated by Ayalla Karina and Billie Dawn Webb.

Sarah expressed disbelief that they were publicly attacking Lucas and the Onision household:

“What have I done to deserve this”

She then identified specific conduct she attributed to Ayalla:

“SHE WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO SLEEP WITH ME WHEN I WAS 16”

Sarah separately accused Billie of contributing to her eating problems:

“AND BILLIE GAVE ME TIPS ON HOW TO STARVE MYSELF”

Sarah contrasted those allegations with her description of Lucas:

“all you did was let me live with you and be my best friend”

Sarah Identifies Ayalla and Billie as Sources of Harm

Sarah assigned responsibility for two serious alleged harms to Ayalla and Billie:

• Sarah accused Ayalla of attempting to initiate sexual conduct with her when she was 16
• Sarah accused Billie of giving her instructions on how to starve herself
• Sarah described their later public conduct as an attack upon Lucas and the household
• Sarah did not attribute either of these alleged harms to Lucas or Onision

These were Sarah’s own private statements during the period when the underlying events remained comparatively recent.

Sarah was capable of identifying conduct she considered harmful, naming the people she believed were responsible, and distinguishing those people from Lucas.

Sarah’s Description of Lucas Was the Opposite

Sarah did not describe Lucas as the person who sexually targeted, controlled, psychologically abused, or damaged her.

She told him:

“all you did was let me live with you and be my best friend”

That statement identifies two things Sarah believed Lucas had done:

1. allowed her to live with the household
2. acted as her best friend

Sarah’s contemporaneous account therefore placed Lucas in a supportive role while assigning alleged sexual misconduct and eating-disorder encouragement to other people in her life.

Relevance to Sarah’s Claimed Damages

Sarah’s later complaint attributes extensive psychological and emotional harm to Onision and Lucas.

This message documents a materially different allocation of responsibility.

At the time, Sarah attributed specific harms to:

• Ayalla Karina
• Billie Dawn Webb
• Kourtney, whom Sarah separately accused of ignoring her refusal
• her mother, whom Sarah accused of repeatedly forcing graphic sexual discussions upon her
• and others documented throughout this site, to even include Regina Alonso as another accused party by Sarah

By contrast, Sarah repeatedly described Lucas as:

• her best friend
• the best friend she had ever had
• someone she loved and appreciated
• one of the sweetest people she knew
• someone without malicious intent
• the person she trusted with disclosures concerning alleged harm by others

This evidence is relevant to identifying the actual sources Sarah herself associated with emotional distress, eating problems, unwanted sexual conduct, and interpersonal trauma.

A Consistent Contemporaneous Pattern

This message fits a broader sequence in which Sarah privately distinguished between people she believed had harmed her and the Onision household.

Sarah contemporaneously stated that:

• Ayalla allegedly tried to sleep with her when she was 16
• Billie allegedly encouraged her to starve herself
• another man allegedly ignored her when she said no
• her mother allegedly exposed her to unwanted graphic sexual discussions
• Lucas merely allowed her to live with the household and acted as her best friend
• nothing illegal had occurred involving Lucas or Onision
• accusations against the household were “100% slander”

The record therefore does not show Sarah consistently blaming Lucas and Onision for the hardships in her life.

It shows Sarah repeatedly assigning specific alleged wrongdoing to other people while describing Lucas as a trusted friend and source of support.

Source

January 4, 2019 private text-message exchange between Sarah and Lucas.

Sarah’s messages appear in gray. Lucas’s messages appear in blue.

The conversation was displayed through iMessage and captured using a MacBook.

Related evidence:

• Sarah attributes unwanted sexual discussions to her mother
• Sarah calls Lucas the best friend she ever had
• Sarah accuses another person of ignoring her refusal
• Sarah calls the allegations against the household “100% slander”

January 12, 2019: Sarah Attributes Childhood Sexual Trauma to Another Man and Turns to Lucas for Support

Sarah privately stated that a man had molested her as a child and that unexpectedly seeing his twin brother caused distress. She disclosed this to Lucas, who responded with sympathy and reminded her that it was not her fault.

On January 12, 2019, Sarah told Lucas that she had unexpectedly encountered the twin brother of a man she accused of molesting her as a child.

Sarah wrote:

“Well I’m at work and the brother of the man who molested me as a kid came in.”

She explained why the encounter was upsetting:

“It wouldn’t bother me so much except they’re twins lmao”

Lucas responded:

“I’m sorry dude”

and:

“I hope you’re ok”

Sarah replied:

“Yeah it’s fine it’s not like it was him just didn’t like seeing his face”

She later described the experience as:

“Just kinda embarrassing”

Lucas reassured her:

“No you shouldn’t be embarrassed”

and:

“It wasn’t your fault”

Sarah Identifies Another Source of Childhood Trauma

Sarah attributed this alleged childhood sexual abuse to another man long before she ever spoke to Lucas.

Her account establishes that:

• she identified a man in Michigan having molested her during childhood
• seeing that person’s twin brother triggered an emotional reaction
• the resemblance brought the alleged event back to mind
• she felt upset and embarrassed by her response
• she trusted Lucas enough to disclose the experience to him

This is relevant when evaluating the cause of emotional or psychological symptoms later attributed broadly to Onision and Lucas.

Lucas Responds as a Supportive Confidant

Lucas did not dismiss Sarah, blame her, exploit the disclosure, or introduce sexual commentary.

He responded with concern:

“I hope you’re ok”

When Sarah said she felt embarrassed, Lucas told her:

“No you shouldn’t be embarrassed”

and:

“It wasn’t your fault”

The exchange depicts Lucas as the person Sarah approached for emotional support concerning alleged sexual abuse committed by someone else.

Relevance to Sarah’s Claimed Damages

Sarah’s later claims attribute severe psychological and emotional harm to Onision and Lucas.

Her contemporaneous communications identify several other alleged sources of trauma and distress, including:

• a man Sarah accused of molesting her as a child
• another person she accused of ignoring her refusal during a sexual encounter
• Ayalla Karina, whom Sarah accused of attempting to sleep with her at age 16
• Billie Dawn Webb, whom Sarah accused of encouraging disordered eating
• Sarah’s mother, whom Sarah accused of repeatedly forcing graphic sexual discussions upon her and just before moving to safety in the Onision home, accused her mother of beating her

These records matter to causation.

They show that Sarah herself attributed specific emotional distress, sexual trauma, eating problems, and unwanted sexual experiences to people outside the Onision household.

By contrast, Sarah repeatedly described Lucas as:

• her best friend
• the best friend she had ever had
• someone she loved and appreciated
• a trusted confidant
• a person who supported her when she discussed harm allegedly caused by others

The damages record must distinguish harm Sarah contemporaneously attributed to other people from harm she later attempted to attribute to Onision and Lucas.

Source

January 12, 2019 private text-message exchange between Sarah and Lucas.

Sarah’s messages appear in gray. Lucas’s messages appear in blue.

The conversation was displayed through iMessage and captured using a MacBook.

Related evidence:

• Sarah attributes alleged harm to Ayalla and Billie
• Sarah attributes unwanted sexual discussions to her mother
• Sarah accuses another person of ignoring her refusal
• Sarah calls Lucas the best friend she ever had

May 28, 2019: Sarah Apologizes for Hurting Lucas and Calls Him “the Best Friend I Ever Had” Months After the Alleged Assault

Approximately four months after the January 2019 incident later portrayed as a violent assault that Lucas passively witnessed, Sarah apologized for hurting Lucas, called him “the best friend I ever had,” and said she loved him “so much.”

On May 28, 2019, Sarah sent Lucas an unsolicited private message:

“I’m sorry that I hurt you or acted like I wasn’t bothered that was never what I wanted.”

She continued:

“You’re still the best friend I ever had and I love you so much.”

Sarah concluded:

“I don’t expect a response just letting you know. Goodnight.”

Sarah Identifies Herself as the Person Who Hurt Lucas

Sarah’s description of the emotional harm between them was direct:

“I’m sorry that I hurt you”

She did not accuse Lucas of harming, betraying, exploiting, or traumatizing her.

Instead, Sarah:

• accepted responsibility for hurting Lucas
• apologized for appearing emotionally unaffected
• said that hurting him was never what she wanted
• continued to call him her best friend
• expressed intense love for him
• expected nothing in return for the message

The statement was not made in response to Lucas demanding reassurance. Sarah expressly said that she did not expect a response.

She initiated the apology because she wanted Lucas to know that she still loved and valued him.

Four Months After the Incident Later Described in the Complaint

The timing is critical.

The later complaint portrays a January 2019 sexual encounter as a violent assault during which Sarah was allegedly terrified, silently crying, and unable to move while Lucas watched and did nothing to help her.

The complaint therefore assigns Lucas a central role in the alleged trauma—not merely as someone present in the household, but as someone who allegedly witnessed the assault and abandoned Sarah during it.

Approximately four months later, Sarah privately told Lucas:

“You’re still the best friend I ever had”

and:

“I love you so much”

She also apologized for the pain she believed she had caused him.

That is a direct chronological conflict with the later portrayal of Lucas as a person Sarah regarded as complicit in a brutal violation.

Sarah’s Contemporaneous Emotional Account

Sarah’s own message identifies the emotional roles as follows:

• Lucas was the person Sarah believed had been hurt
• Sarah was apologizing for causing that hurt
• Lucas remained her closest friend
• Sarah continued loving him deeply
• Sarah wanted him to know that her apparent indifference was not genuine
• Sarah reached out voluntarily without expecting a reply

The message contains no accusation that Lucas had failed her during a sexual assault.

It contains no expression of fear, disgust, betrayal, or trauma associated with Lucas.

It expresses apology, affection, concern, and continuing emotional attachment.

Relevance to Claimed Psychological Harm

The later damages narrative attributes severe and continuing psychological injury to both Onision and Lucas.

Sarah’s contemporaneous message presents a materially different emotional condition.

Months after the event later described as traumatic, Sarah was:

• concerned about Lucas’s emotional pain
• apologizing for hurting him
• assuring him that she cared
• describing him as the best friend she had ever had
• expressing continuing love
• seeking no response, favor, or benefit

This was not a public defense of Lucas written for an audience. It was a private communication sent directly to him.

It therefore records Sarah’s personal emotional assessment rather than a position designed for public consumption.

Consistent With Sarah’s Repeated Descriptions of Lucas

The May 2019 message repeats language Sarah had already used before the alleged January incident.

On May 16, 2018, Sarah told Lucas:

“you’re the best friend I’ve ever had”

and said she wanted him to know:

“how much I love and appreciate you”

On May 28, 2019, she again told him:

“You’re still the best friend I ever had and I love you so much.”

Years later, during voluntary contact in February 2023, Sarah again described Lucas as:

“still the best friend she’s ever had”

The consistency matters.

Before the alleged incident, after the alleged incident, and years later, Sarah repeatedly described Lucas as the best friend she had ever had.

The Direct Conflict With the Later Complaint

The later complaint presents Lucas as someone who:

• participated in grooming Sarah
• conditioned Sarah to obey
• witnessed a violent assault
• failed to protect Sarah
• contributed to her fear, shame, and psychological injuries

Sarah’s private May 2019 message presents Lucas as someone who:

• remained her best friend
• was loved by Sarah
• had been emotionally hurt by Sarah
• deserved an apology from her
• remained someone she wanted to comfort and reassure

The two accounts assign opposite emotional and moral roles to Lucas.

In the contemporaneous message, Sarah does not describe herself as the person harmed by Lucas. She describes Lucas as the person she had harmed.

Source

May 28, 2019 private text message from Sarah to Lucas.

Sarah’s message appears in gray.

The conversation was displayed through iMessage and captured using a MacBook.

Related evidence:

• Sarah calls Lucas the best friend she ever had before the alleged incident
• Sarah again calls Lucas the best friend she ever had in 2023
• Sarah: Assault Allegations

August 23–24, 2019: Sarah Publicly Mocks Onision, Says “Be Mad,” and Portrays Him as Afraid of Her

During her public campaign against the household, Sarah mocked the reaction, wrote “lol be mad,” and portrayed Onision as the person who was afraid of her: “imagine being scared of a 19 year old girl.”

On August 23 and 24, 2019, Sarah published a series of taunting posts during her public campaign concerning Onision and Lucas.

Sarah wrote:

“lol be mad”

She then stated:

“What’s wrong guys? I’m just trying to be honest.”

The following day, she posted:

“imagine being scared of a 19 year old girl. again”

Sarah Presented Herself as the Person With Power

Sarah’s public framing reversed the power relationship later alleged in litigation.

She did not portray herself as frightened of Onision, intimidated into silence, or unable to oppose him.

She portrayed Onision as the frightened party and herself as the person capable of provoking that fear.

Her posts communicated:

• confidence
• mockery
• control over the public exchange
• enjoyment of the household’s reaction
• willingness to continue publishing
• no concern that Onision could silence her
• no desire to avoid conflict with him

The message was not that Sarah feared retaliation.

It was:

“imagine being scared of a 19 year old girl”

The Posts Were Part of an Active Public Campaign

These statements appeared alongside Sarah and Ayalla Karina publicly disclosing and joking about Sarah’s sexual relationship with Onision.

During the same period, Sarah:

• publicly discussed the sexual relationship
• joked about it being her recent “first relationship”
• collaborated with Ayalla to amplify it
• invited public attention
• mocked people who objected
• characterized herself as merely being “honest”
• portrayed Onision as afraid of what she might say
• treated the conflict as entertaining public drama

This was deliberate participation in a public confrontation, not reluctant disclosure from someone attempting to remain hidden or protected.

Connection to the NDA and Sarah’s Recognized Power

Sarah had already privately acknowledged that allegations involving her would only gain credibility if she personally adopted them.

She stated in January 2019:

“The only way it would have any standing would be if I were the one making the claims”

Onision and Lucas later sought a written agreement intended to prevent false and damaging public statements.

By August 2019, Sarah was exercising the exact power she had previously recognized:

1. She publicly adopted accusations involving herself
2. She collaborated with critics of the household
3. She disclosed private sexual information
4. She mocked Onision’s objections
5. She presented him as afraid of her
6. She continued escalating the public controversy

The posts help explain why Onision and Lucas believed protection against false public accusations was necessary. Sarah understood that her endorsement could transform internet rumors into claims attributed to the person directly involved.

Conflict With the Later Harm Narrative

Sarah later claimed that Onision’s public discussion of her caused fear, harassment, emotional distress, and reputational damage.

The contemporaneous posts show Sarah voluntarily opening and escalating that public conflict.

She did not request that the subject remain private. She publicly taunted the household and framed its reaction as weakness:

“lol be mad”

and:

“imagine being scared of a 19 year old girl”

The evidence shows Sarah acting as an aggressor in the public exchange rather than someone avoiding Onision from fear.

It also shows that Sarah understood her ability to damage the household’s reputation and publicly celebrated the effect she believed she was having.

Source

Sarah’s public Twitter posts dated August 23 and August 24, 2019.

Original account: https://twitter.com/notsolillioness

Archived account captures: https://web.archive.org/web/20250000000000*/https://twitter.com/notsolillioness

August 24, 2019: Sarah and Ayalla Publicly Joke About Sarah Having Sex With Onision

Sarah and Ayalla publicly joked about Sarah’s adult sexual relationship with Onision. The visible posts framed it as provocative gossip rather than an assault allegation, while Sarah voluntarily collaborated with the same person she had previously accused of attempting sexual conduct with her at age 16.

On August 24, 2019, Sarah publicly referred to her recent adult relationship:

“I remember my first relationship like it was just last month...oh wait it was”

Minutes later, Ayalla Karina publicly posted:

“Onision fucked Sarah 🤡”

Ayalla then posted a photograph under the heading:

“Receipts?”

The image shows Sarah smiling beside another person while holding a handwritten card.

The Public Framing Was a Joke, Not an Assault Allegation

The visible posts did not describe the sexual relationship as rape, coercion, exploitation, or trauma.

Instead, Sarah and Ayalla publicly presented it as:

• provocative gossip
• a joke
• a recent relationship
• information they wanted circulated
• a public reveal supported by supposed “receipts”

Sarah’s own wording described it as her:

“first relationship”

Ayalla’s wording was crude and mocking, but it similarly described sex as having occurred without suggesting that Sarah had been violated.

The public narrative visible here was not that Sarah had survived a brutal assault. It was that Sarah had recently had sex with Onision and that the subject was entertaining material for public discussion.

Sarah Was an Active Participant

Sarah was not shown being forced into silence or reluctantly exposed by hostile outsiders.

She was publicly participating in the disclosure.

The record shows:

• Sarah posting about the relationship herself
• Sarah joking about how recently it had occurred
• Ayalla publicly amplifying it
• a photograph apparently created to support the public reveal
• Sarah smiling and voluntarily participating in the presentation
• no visible request that the posts stop
• no visible description of the event as nonconsensual

The material records deliberate public participation rather than coercion or intimidation.

The Reversal Concerning Ayalla

The collaboration with Ayalla is independently significant.

On January 4, 2019, Sarah privately accused Ayalla of attempting to sleep with her when Sarah was 16.

Sarah stated:

“SHE WAS ACTUALLY TRYING TO SLEEP WITH ME WHEN I WAS 16”

She also attempted to involve police and discussed obtaining a cease-and-desist letter against Ayalla.

By August 2019, Sarah was actively collaborating with Ayalla in a public campaign concerning her sexual relationship with Onision.

The sequence is:

1. Sarah accused Ayalla of inappropriate sexual conduct toward her as a minor
2. Sarah described Ayalla’s allegations as lies and “100% slander”
3. Sarah considered police and legal action against Ayalla
4. Months later, Sarah joined Ayalla in publicly attacking and embarrassing the Onision household
5. The earlier accusation against Ayalla was no longer reflected in Sarah’s public conduct

That reversal is relevant to the credibility, motive, and formation of the later accusation campaign.

Connection to the NDA

The posts also appeared while Sarah was publicly rejecting the confidentiality agreement governing private events involving the household.

Rather than appearing frightened or reluctantly disclosing alleged abuse, Sarah was joking about the sexual relationship and helping present it as public entertainment.

This conduct is relevant to whether Sarah’s later disclosures resulted from:

• fear
• coercion
• psychological domination
• inability to resist Onision or Lucas

The material instead shows Sarah acting openly, voluntarily, and in coordination with a prior adversary of the household.

Relevance to Claimed Harm

Sarah later sought damages based on a narrative of severe psychological injury, fear, shame, coercion, and trauma.

Her contemporaneous public presentation was materially different.

At the time, Sarah:

• called the experience a relationship
• joked about how recent it was
• participated in publicizing it
• collaborated with Ayalla
• displayed no visible effort to conceal the sexual history
• allowed the subject to be framed as a joke and spectacle
• did not publicly characterize the encounter as an assault

This exhibit does not merely show Sarah discussing the subject after the fact. It shows her participating in the creation and amplification of the public controversy from which she later claimed damages.

Source

Sarah’s Twitter post dated August 24, 2019.

Ayalla Karina’s Twitter posts dated August 24, 2019.

Original source: https://twitter.com/ayallakarina

Archived account captures: https://web.archive.org/web/20250000000000*/https://twitter.com/ayallakarina

The screenshot also preserves the posts as embedded in an Onision forum submission dated August 23, 2019, depending on the forum’s displayed time zone.

Related evidence:

• Sarah: The NDA
• Sarah: Defamation Claims
• Sarah: Assault Allegations

August 27, 2019: Sarah Conducts a Public “Tell-All” While Laughing, Joking, and Voluntarily Escalating the Conflict

Sarah smiling during her August 27, 2019 public “tell-all” livestream, in which she voluntarily discussed private events, attacked the Onision household, and challenged the confidentiality agreement.

On August 27, 2019, Sarah conducted an approximately ninety-minute public livestream devoted to her relationship and conflict with Onision and Lucas.

Throughout the broadcast, Sarah repeatedly laughed, smiled, joked with the interviewers and audience, and voluntarily continued discussing private events involving the household.

The stream was not a brief answer forced from Sarah under pressure. It was an extended public presentation in which Sarah chose:

• which subjects to discuss
• which private events to reveal
• how to characterize Onision and Lucas
• which audience questions to answer
• how long to remain on the broadcast
• whether to continue escalating the public controversy

Voluntary Public Participation

Sarah was not shown being compelled by Onision or Lucas to appear.

During her public “tell-all” livestream, Sarah stated that she used to wrestle and publicly challenged Onision to a boxing match.

She voluntarily entered the livestream, remained for approximately an hour and a half, answered questions, made accusations, and publicly challenged the household’s account.

Her visible conduct included:

• laughing
• smiling
• making jokes
• interacting comfortably with the interviewers
• responding directly to the audience
• discussing highly personal sexual information
• openly criticizing Onision and Lucas
• dismissing the possibility of meaningful legal recovery against her
• continuing despite knowing the statements could provoke litigation
• repeatedly contradicting and dismembering the legitimacy of her later legal complaint

The relevant point is not that a smile, by itself, proves a person has never experienced harm. The evidentiary significance is that Sarah’s conduct during this broadcast shows active, voluntary, and confident participation rather than contemporaneous intimidation by the people she was attacking.

Sarah’s Demeanor Matched Her Surrounding Public Conduct

The livestream should be evaluated with Sarah’s posts from the same period.

Sarah publicly wrote:

“lol be mad”

She asked:

“What’s wrong guys? I’m just trying to be honest.”

She mocked Onision as:

“scared of a 19 year old girl”

She told him:

“say whatever you want about me onision, bring it.”

She also participated in posts presenting her sexual relationship with Onision as provocative gossip and a public joke.

Her smiling and joking during the livestream were therefore consistent with her broader presentation of the conflict: confident, confrontational, public, and deliberately provocative.

Relevance to Claimed Damages

Sarah later sought substantial damages based partly on emotional distress, fear, humiliation, reputational injury, coercion, and psychological abuse.

The August 27 broadcast documents Sarah voluntarily publicizing the same private events and sexual history she later claimed caused her reputational and emotional damage when discussed by Onision.

The resulting publicity cannot be evaluated without acknowledging Sarah’s own actions:

1. Sarah voluntarily conducted the public “tell-all”
2. Sarah disclosed private sexual and relationship information
3. Sarah encouraged widespread public discussion
4. Sarah collaborated with established critics of the household
5. Sarah mocked the possibility of legal consequences
6. Sarah publicly invited Onision to respond
7. Sarah later objected when Onision continued discussing the controversy she had helped publicize

The stream is therefore relevant both to the existence of claimed damages and to who caused or amplified them.

Source

Sarah’s August 27, 2019 YouNow livestream.

Original account: https://www.younow.com/sarahbear8500

Preserved YouTube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc2UDXaZzDk

Related evidence:

• Sarah: The NDA
• Sarah: Defamation Claims

August 27, 2019: Sarah Laughs While Repeating Onision’s Accusation of Blackmail and Sexual Misconduct

During her public livestream, Sarah repeated Onision’s accusation that she had “blackmailed and raped” the Onision & Lucas, laughed while discussing it, and acknowledged that Lucas supported Onision’s account.

During her August 27, 2019 public livestream, Sarah explained the accusation Onision had made against her.

Sarah stated:

“That I blackmailed and raped them, dead ass.”

She then laughed.

Sarah repeated:

“Dead ass!”

After the interviewer asked whether Lucas was on Onision’s side, Sarah grinned, laughed, and answered:

“Yeah”

Sarah Understood That Both Onision and Lucas Accused Her

The exchange is significant because Sarah acknowledged that the accusation did not come from Onision alone.

When asked whether Lucas supported Onision’s account, Sarah answered:

“Yeah”

Her response establishes that she understood both members of the household regarded her conduct as wrongful.

Sarah nevertheless presented the accusation to a public audience while smiling and laughing rather than treating it as a frightening allegation she was unable to confront.

The Public Framing

Sarah voluntarily chose to discuss the accusation during an extended public “tell-all.”

She:

• repeated the accusation in explicit terms
• emphasized it by saying “dead ass”
• laughed while discussing it
• acknowledged that Lucas agreed with Onision
• remained comfortable continuing the public conversation
• presented the dispute as material for an entertaining livestream

This was not a private disclosure reluctantly extracted from Sarah. She chose to place the accusation before an audience and shaped how it was publicly presented.

Connection to the July 2019 Apologies

The accusation is important when read alongside Sarah’s later acknowledgment that she had made two statements using the words:

“I’m sorry for raping you guys”

Sarah later attempted to characterize those statements as sarcasm or jokes.

During the August 7, 2024 telephone call, she admitted making the apologies while insisting they were not sincere admissions.

The chronology is therefore:

1. Onision accused Sarah of sexual extortion when ending the relationship
2. Sarah twice responded with “I’m sorry for raping you guys”
3. Sarah later publicly repeated the accusation while laughing
4. She acknowledged that Lucas supported Onision’s account
5. Years later, she admitted making the apologies but claimed they were jokes, that right after she was dumped, she spontaneously decided to make light of rape by joking about it.

The repeated use of the same language across different events is directly relevant to evaluating Sarah’s later explanation.

Relevance to Claimed Harm

Sarah later sought damages based on severe emotional distress, coercion, fear, shame, and psychological injury.

Her August 2019 conduct shows her publicly:

• laughing about the accusation
• confronting the household
• mocking Onision
• portraying him as afraid of her
• challenging him to a boxing match
• discussing the sexual relationship as public entertainment
• collaborating with critics of the household
• continuing the controversy voluntarily

The evidentiary significance comes from Sarah’s words, laughter, acknowledgment of Lucas’s position, and voluntary public framing together.

Her conduct does not match the later portrayal of someone still unable to oppose Onision or Lucas because of fear or psychological control.

Source

Sarah’s August 27, 2019 YouNow livestream, approximately 00:14:28–00:14:59.

Original account: https://www.younow.com/sarahbear8500

Preserved YouTube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc2UDXaZzDk

Related evidence:

• Sarah’s later acknowledgment that she made the two apologies
• Sarah: Assault Allegations
• Sarah: The NDA
• Sarah apologizes for hurting Lucas
• Sarah’s public livestream conduct

August 27, 2019: Sarah Says She Asked Lucas for Help Leaving a Difficult Situation in Michigan

Sarah stated that she contacted Lucas while crying because she was having a difficult time in Michigan. According to Sarah, Lucas responded by offering to speak with Onision about allowing her to live with the household.

During her August 27, 2019 livestream, Sarah explained how the possibility of living with Onision and Lucas originated.

Sarah stated:

“When I was going to move in with them, it was because I was having a really hard time where I was.”

She continued:

“I basically texted Kai from my car like crying one night”

Sarah described herself saying:

“oh my god all this stuff is happening”

According to Sarah, Lucas responded:

“Oh I’m seriously going to talk to Greg about you living here.”

Sarah Initiated the Request for Help

Sarah’s own account identifies the sequence:

1. Sarah was experiencing serious problems in Michigan (a story referencing her mom allegedly beating her)
2. Sarah contacted Lucas while crying
3. Sarah told Lucas that numerous upsetting events were occurring
4. Lucas responded by offering to speak with Onision
5. The possibility of Sarah living with the household arose as a response to her request for help

This is not an account of Onision or Lucas searching for a vulnerable minor and recruiting her into their home.

Sarah said that she approached Lucas during a crisis and that Lucas attempted to help her obtain a safer or more stable living arrangement. The Onision household thought they were saving someone from an abusive home because that person claimed their mother was physically assaulting them. Sarah sought out what she herself described as salvation from an abusive home in Michigan.

Sarah’s Distress Predated Living With the Household

Sarah expressly located her hardship before the proposed move:

“I was having a really hard time where I was”

Her statement is relevant to claims that Onision and Lucas caused her emotional and psychological condition.

The contemporaneous record identifies substantial difficulties that existed independently of the household, including Sarah’s reported problems involving:

• her home environment in Michigan
• conflict with her mother
• unwanted graphic sexual discussions in her home
• alleged childhood sexual abuse by another person
• an alleged later encounter in which another man ignored her refusal

Any evaluation of Sarah’s claimed damages must distinguish those preexisting experiences from harm she later attributed to Onision and Lucas.

The Household Was Responding to a Distress Call

Sarah’s account describes Lucas as the person she contacted for assistance.

According to Sarah, he responded by saying he would seriously discuss whether she could live with the household.

The evidence therefore shows:

• Sarah trusted Lucas enough to call him during an emotional crisis
• Sarah sought assistance from the household
• Lucas treated her situation seriously
• Lucas attempted to advocate for housing on her behalf
• the proposed living arrangement was responsive rather than predatory

This is consistent with Sarah’s later private statement to Lucas:

“all you did was let me live with you and be my best friend”

Conflict With the Trafficking Narrative

The later complaint portrays Sarah as having been lured, recruited, and drawn into the household for exploitative purposes.

Sarah’s own recorded account describes the opposite direction of initiation.

She did not say that Onision or Lucas approached her with an offer designed to entice her away from Michigan.

She said:

• she was already experiencing serious hardship
• she contacted Lucas
• she was crying and asking for help
• Lucas offered to speak with Onision about rescuing her from the most recent person Sarah decided to accuse of harming her

The household’s involvement began as a response to Sarah’s expressed need for assistance.

That materially contradicts the characterization that the proposed move originated as a calculated recruitment or trafficking scheme.

Relevance to Sarah’s Claimed Damages

Sarah later sought substantial damages based on alleged emotional and psychological injury caused by Onision and Lucas.

Her own account establishes that serious distress existed before she lived with them.

It also identifies Lucas as someone she relied upon during that distress.

The damages record must therefore account for:

• Sarah’s preexisting home-life difficulties
• prior alleged childhood trauma
• harm she attributed to other people
• the supportive role she contemporaneously assigned to Lucas
• her own request to live with the household
• her repeated later description of Lucas as her best friend
• her later statements that she had healed, moved on, and had no animosity

Sarah’s statement does not describe the household creating her vulnerability.

It describes Sarah turning to the household because that vulnerability already existed.

Source

Sarah’s August 27, 2019 YouNow livestream, approximately 00:40:16–00:40:43.

Original account: https://www.younow.com/sarahbear8500

Preserved YouTube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc2UDXaZzDk

Related evidence:

• Sarah: Trafficking Allegations

August 27, 2019: Sarah Publicly States That She Still Loves Lucas and Onision

Weeks after the relationship ended and after Onision accused Sarah of sexual coercion, Sarah publicly stated that she still loved Lucas and Onision, emphasizing her continuing attachment to Lucas.

During her August 27, 2019 public livestream, Sarah discussed her feelings toward Lucas and Onision after the relationship and friendship had broken down.

Sarah stated:

“I mean I’m not gonna sit here and... pretend like it’s not... it fucking sucks”

She continued:

“I still... like especially... especially Kai but... I... I feel... I still... love them... even Greg...”

Sarah’s Own Emotional Description

Sarah did not describe herself as emotionally detached from the household.

She publicly acknowledged that:

• losing the relationships was painful
• she remained strongly attached to Lucas
• she continued loving Lucas
• she also continued loving Onision
• the rejection and separation were emotionally difficult for her

Her wording placed particular emphasis on Lucas:

“especially Kai”

This is consistent with Sarah’s repeated statements that Lucas was the best friend she had ever had and someone she continued to love deeply.

After the Rejection and Accusation

The statement was made after:

• the adult relationship had ended
• Onision had accused Sarah of sexual extortion
• Sarah had apologized using the words “I’m sorry for raping you guys”
• Sarah had left the household
• Sarah had begun publicly criticizing Onision and Lucas

Despite that conflict, Sarah still publicly admitted:

“I still love them”

and:

“even Greg”

The statement records continuing emotional attachment rather than fear-based avoidance or complete emotional rejection.

Relevance to Sarah’s Claimed Damages

Sarah’s later complaint portrays the relationship as a source of severe psychological injury, fear, shame, coercion, and lasting trauma.

Her August 2019 statement presents a materially different emotional picture.

Sarah was publicly:

• grieving the loss of the relationships
• emphasizing her love for Lucas
• acknowledging continued love for Onision
• describing separation and rejection as what “fucking sucks”
• remaining emotionally invested in both men

This is relevant to whether Sarah’s distress arose from alleged abuse or from the breakdown of relationships she still wanted and valued.

The contemporaneous record repeatedly shows that Sarah’s strongest emotional reaction concerned rejection and loss:

• she apologized for hurting Lucas
• she continued calling Lucas the best friend she had ever had
• she begged Onision for forgiveness at the airport
• she remained upset that Lucas had rejected her
• she later explained that Lucas’s rejection caused her to seek someone else to love her
• she continued describing Lucas as her best friend years later

The evidence supports a consistent alternative explanation for Sarah’s distress: she remained attached to the household and was deeply affected by losing access to relationships she wanted to preserve.

Conflict With the Later Portrayal of Lucas

The later complaint portrays Lucas as someone who groomed Sarah, participated in exploiting her, and failed to protect her during an alleged assault.

Sarah’s contemporaneous statements repeatedly described Lucas as:

• the best friend she had ever had
• one of the sweetest people she knew
• someone she loved and appreciated
• someone without malicious intentions
• the person she trusted with disclosures about harm caused by others
• the person she still loved after the relationship ended

Her August 27 statement adds another direct example:

“especially Kai”

Sarah’s continuing affection toward Lucas is difficult to reconcile with the later portrayal that she contemporaneously regarded him as a knowing participant in severe abuse.

Source

Sarah’s August 27, 2019 YouNow livestream, approximately 01:40:51–01:41:13.

Original account: https://www.younow.com/sarahbear8500

Preserved YouTube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dc2UDXaZzDk

Related evidence: Sarah: Assault Allegations

September 3–4, 2019: Sarah Says Onision Does Not Scare Her, Publicly Taunts Him, and Declares She Can “Say Whatever I Want”

Sarah responded to Onision’s effort to make her acknowledge the household’s reported pain by saying the guilt was only making her angrier and telling him to “keep it up.”

On September 3 and 4, 2019, Sarah publicly escalated her conflict with Onision through a series of hostile and taunting posts.

Sarah first wrote:

“guilt tripping me is only making me angrier keep it up”

She later warned:

“Just wait until I get off work.”

Sarah then stated directly:

“You do NOT scare me, pussy.”

In another post directed at Onision, she wrote:

“ur pathetic”

Sarah attached a private message in which Onision told her:

“I want you to know, I have never seen Kai hurt this much. The damage you did, I can’t believe you would hurt Kai & the kids like this. What you did hurt everyone in the house.”

Rather than responding with fear or withdrawing from the dispute, Sarah publicly mocked him.

Sarah publicly told Onision, “You do NOT scare me,” called him “pathetic,” and reposted his private statement describing the damage he believed she had caused Lucas, the children, and the household.

Sarah Explicitly Denied Being Afraid

The strongest direct statement in the sequence is:

“You do NOT scare me”

Sarah did not merely behave confidently or appear unafraid. She expressly announced that Onision did not frighten her.

Her public conduct included:

• insulting Onision directly
• telling him to continue confronting her
• warning him to wait until she finished work
• publicly reposting his private message
• mocking his report that Lucas and the children had been hurt
• portraying herself as increasingly angry rather than intimidated
• continuing the conflict before a large public audience

The posts document Sarah deliberately presenting herself as the stronger and more confrontational participant.

Sarah Says the Conflict Is “Freeing”

Sarah described the public conflict as “freeing,” declared that she could say whatever she wanted, acknowledged sobbing while holding Onision and begging for forgiveness, and challenged him to answer her.

On September 4, Sarah wrote:

“this is so freeing omg I really can just say whatever I want now”

This statement identifies how she viewed her new public position.

Sarah described herself as:

• free to speak
• unrestricted by the confidentiality agreement
• comfortable publicizing private events
• willing to attack the household openly
• unconcerned about Onision’s objections
• excited by her ability to continue publishing

The statement conflicts directly with the portrayal that Sarah remained silenced or psychologically unable to resist Onision.

She did not describe herself as cautiously escaping control.

She described the ability to publish whatever she wanted as:

“so freeing”

Sarah Acknowledges Begging Onision for Forgiveness

Sarah also publicly referred to the airport interaction following the end of the relationship:

“remember when you made me feel so guilty that I was sobbing while holding you and begging for you to forgive me?”

She continued:

“I bet that made you feel powerful.”

and:

“do you feel powerful now?”

Sarah attempted to reframe the apology as Onision making her feel guilty. Nevertheless, she expressly acknowledged that she:

• felt intense guilt
• sobbed
• physically held Onision
• begged him to forgive her

That admission corroborates the existence of the airport apology and Sarah’s emotional effort to obtain Onision’s forgiveness after he ended the relationship.

Sarah later admitted that she had also made repeat apologies:

“I’m sorry for raping you guys”

She subsequently characterized those statements as rape jokes spoken right after she had just gotten rejected by Onision.

The September posts show Sarah acknowledging an additional, emotionally intense plea for forgiveness while simultaneously attempting to reinterpret why she made it.

Sarah Challenges Onision to Respond

Sarah concluded another post with:

“talk your way outta this one bitch”

This was not a request that Onision stop discussing her.

It was a direct public challenge for him to respond.

During the same period, Sarah also told him publicly:

“say whatever you want about me onision, bring it.”

Her conduct therefore included both:

1. making accusations and disclosures about Onision
2. publicly inviting and challenging him to answer

This is important when evaluating Sarah’s later objections to Onision continuing to discuss the controversy. She did not merely open the subject publicly; she repeatedly demanded and invited a response.

The Documented Power Dynamic

Taken together, the posts show Sarah publicly asserting control over the conflict.

She:

• stated that Onision did not scare her
• portrayed guilt as something that increased her anger
• insulted him publicly
• posted his private communication
• mocked his reports of harm to the household
• announced that she could say whatever she wanted
• acknowledged begging him for forgiveness
• challenged him to respond
• invited the public conflict to continue

The visible dynamic is not one of Sarah being unable to oppose Onision.

It is Sarah openly confronting him, attempting to provoke him, and presenting his emotional reaction as evidence of her power over the dispute.

Relevance to Sarah’s Claimed Damages

Sarah later attributed fear, emotional distress, intimidation, and reputational injury to Onision’s public responses.

The September 2019 record establishes that Sarah was an active source of the public confrontation.

Sarah intentionally opened, expanded, and encouraged the dispute before later objecting to his continued participation in it.

Connection to the NDA

The statement:

“I really can just say whatever I want now”

also belongs within the NDA chronology.

The agreement was intended to prevent false and damaging public statements concerning private household events. Sarah’s posts show her publicly treating the collapse or rejection of that agreement as liberation from restraint.

Her conduct included:

• disclosing private communications
• publicizing sexual and relationship information
• collaborating with hostile commentators
• mocking the possibility of legal consequences
• announcing that she could publish anything she wanted

The posts therefore document not coercion to remain silent, but Sarah’s deliberate decision to disregard the agreement and make the household’s private life part of a public campaign.

Source

Sarah’s public Twitter posts dated September 3 and September 4, 2019.

Original account: https://twitter.com/notsolillioness

Archived account captures: https://web.archive.org/web/20250000000000*/https://twitter.com/notsolillioness

Related evidence:

• Sarah: Defamation Claims
• Sarah: The NDA